I'm trying to figure out whether or not to re-join this mailing list, that has gotten me into so much trouble. On one hand, the people who know me are telling me I should. I should re-join and stand up for myself. On the other, those who don't know me, would rather not see me there. For what reasons, I don't know. Its pretty obvious that someone on said mailing list reads my blog, so I guess it all depends. I'll see what happens.